Tuesday, December 02, 2008
*Clear the dust*
I am like this blog.
When I am busy, I tend to neglect about myself like how I neglect this blog.
Blogging is like soul searching, like QT when I spent time reflecting on what is happening in my life and get back on track.
Its the last month of the year and this year was like a major exam to me as a person, as someone God created me to be. I got to admit, this year was a really really rough year with all the things happening. A lot of changes happened and life wasnt the way it used to be or rather I expected it to be.
I am, however, really glad that I am going through all this "Shit". The question I asked the most this year was: " Why me? why is it happening to me? " I remembered one sharing I did with the CG and they all can tell that I was stressed up when I myself didnt realised it. I was trying to stay positive, strong infront of everyonemost of the time, even infront of God. But He exposed all my weaknesses within.
Praise God that He opened up my eyes and heart. His wisdom continue to guide my every action, every word. I know I have strayed away a lot. Its feel like I am being constraint by the norms of society, what people expects out of me. But I learnt what "Freedom in Christ" truly is. As I looked around on what is happening around the world, I learn to treasure what I have a lot more.
Sun service spoke to me in many ways that sums up what I have learnt. "Love the people close to your heart." Here is a " Thank You! =)" from the bottom of my heart to everyone who played even the puniest role in my life. I have indeed learnt a lot from all of you. The encouragement and your actions have changed me in a good way.
Oh well...oh well. I think this should be my closing post for year 2008 eh. Although work havent come to a close, nor my sch life. But it will be a year end closed for me as His son. Planning for next year will start and that includes celebrating Christmas and Chinese New Year. Muhahaha..
Come to think of it, Its not so bad to start afresh and celebrate Christmas feeling, brand new=P
HoHoHoHoHo...
Kunquan-------- Prayers and Praises lifted High....
JESUSrocks.
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